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Old Oct 07, 2015, 06:06 PM
Anonymous37787
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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate View Post
Seeking for content. That's all I want. Not this sad need for constant exaggerated hedonia. Simple things in life is what I want. Everything that I am. Everything that my mind should be capable of doing. All contained a pill.

You forget about the pain, the fear, the loneliness, the depression, and the destruction.
You remember the pleasure, the fun, the energy, the focus, and the motivation..

You'll never be able to erase these memories from your mind.
You're better off blissfully ignorant of this curse....

Not Even Once.
I never get that euphoric feeling anymore due to my bipolarII. I use to bask in it. Now, when I put my arm outside my car... I feel a chill , which reminds me that state of bliss. Then I am reminded that this is just the wind giving me goosebumps. sigh.. The sacrifices we pay for our insanity can cause it.
Thanks for this!
Atypical_Disaster