Visual flashbacks are intrusive also! It is that you are feeling bad about another symptom intrusive thoughts? Yes, it can seem overwhelming to have all of these things wrong with you fear the stigma or thinking your crazy. I guarantee you that your are totally fine. Talk with a peer specialist so that they can also help normalize what your feeling. Can you talk with your intrusive voice and get an answer inside? I'm dissociative identity disorder and PTSD mainly so I truly understand. I didn't learn about a peer specialist until 2015 it would have been a value resource at least with PTSD. I thought I had occasional intrusive thoughts remembering 2010 when my daughter was born. Later on 2012-2013 intrusive thoughts made sense then they got really distinct identities once I understood and meet the rest of us.