Okay so I just need to get this out. This post will be 3rd person and 1st person.

So mentally I am a she and she likes to get out when she can, usually when alone, but other than that she is forced to make more male choices, because physically I am a he and she does not want to be a he, she want's to be a she.

(See? 3rd and 1st person, very confusing.)