Last night I thought about going back to see my t. I mean I really thought about it. I haven't been able to find another t that I might be able to trust. The problem is that my t lied about something to me. She told me I was mistaken about something except I know it happened. I mean I know for a fact it happened. It's not the thing she did that bothers me it is the fact that she denies it when we both know the truth. She is young so I don't think she knows how to maintain a trusting relationship without feeling she needs to defend herself. All she had to do was say nothing. She didn't have to acknowledge it and she didn't have to deny it. Just say nothing about it. Saying nothing is not lying, it's agreeing to disagree and allows me to not feel like I need to respond. She needs to learn the art of smiling and saying nothing. Than everything would have moved along. And we can't even discuss it now because she will feel the need to defend herself again and we will be right back where we started. I think I just thought myself out of going back. But I could use some help with my system.