HEHE. I am so stupid when it comes to computers. Dont mind the edited thing.

Anyway, I love what you both had to say. Its true, this is not the kind of friend that anyone needs. Its hard to let her go. And I know its going to take a long time. I think that's part of what worries me the most. What if I don't recover in this process or if it comes back. I have had this for many years, never to this point of being in danger. This friend of mine holds on, or I hold on to her. So what if she comes back, if she does ever go away.

Genevieve, you sure can write so wonderfully. I really apprecaite how you put together your thoughts, I find it touching. I relate very much to what you have said. I know how much you are struggling as well. Its amazing that so many in here are going through these battles but yet support and encourage the others here as well. The word that i think of when I think of you all; AMAZING.

My thoughts are always with you. I wish I could help more, had the answers for everyone. The magic pill does not exist and my magic wand is in the shop. lol. Its been there a long time.

Justy