I love singing, alone. I like singing well alone, I hate singing in public, I hate singing when my parents are home exclusively. I don't know why or authority figures. I get so anxious my voice clams up subconsciously out of anxiety. It gets difficult to sing and it's why I don't like doing it. I get too nervous, I know I'm good at it. I do have some control and some practice in for quite a long while. I just never like showing it. I get laughed at.

Why this bothers me? Never really understood it, I don't like feeling humiliated for being vulnerable is my closest guest. If I could really be more outgoing in this manner I'd take it immediately knowing how to do it alright on my own.

I only like singing when I really feel I connect with the vocalist or song. It's not often, but my vocal range is alto soprano ish for a male it's weird. I want to sing in my recordings of my produced tracks and just do that. I love to be my own artist doing that instead of being a "DJ/Producer". I make amazing tracks, but that freedom OMG it would be awesome to always make my own songs that came from me 100%. I am sick of doing remix's of other vocals.

I sometimes either my vocals change dialect. Like my voice kinda gets all west london or australian tonality. I don't know why.