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Originally Posted by 0dysseus
I never get that euphoric feeling anymore due to my bipolarII. I use to bask in it. Now, when I put my arm outside my car... I feel a chill , which reminds me that state of bliss. Then I am reminded that this is just the wind giving me goosebumps. sigh.. The sacrifices we pay for our insanity can cause it.
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Euphoria, that's something I never lost the capacity to feel for some reason. That state of bliss, I love how you wrote about how you're reminded of it, almost poetic in a way. Makes you think, those little things that most don't bother to notice... They seem more important to me. I don't know where exactly I was trying to go with that, but I notice the little things... And I feel more of that euphoria because the little things add up into a big picture, full of vibrant color, bathing in a world of sensation and beauty... and then people say I'm manic or whatever they're saying about me today.
