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Old Oct 08, 2015, 11:19 AM
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Originally Posted by 0dysseus View Post
I feel manic, not the rage one that I always get but... my focus when reading, my shuffle as I walk, my extreme alertness. However, something weird is happening to my consciousness/brain. It's like my c0nsciousness is flowing like a wave and there are bumps along the road. I just need to eat and take my damn meds. lol
This sounds so much like me... Like change the exact psychoticka details and there you go.

My focus is so sharp yet it's so much focus that everything wants to be the center of my focus so I keep getting off track with whatever I'm doing. I'm having to retype posts a few times before posting because of it.

I'm restless as hell, like I can't sit still and I keep moving around just pointless moving around, no purpose I just have that restlessness for no particular reason and nope it isn't akathisia that is a totally different thing and I got on a new AP that doesn't give me akathisia.

The alertness thing, totally... Like hyper aware of my surroundings, every sound, sight, smell, etc all demanding my attention that keeps just jumping everywhere out of that demon dot that seeks to control me and collapse me into that pointless point into nowhere...
Thanks for this!
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