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Old Oct 08, 2015, 12:53 PM
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Could be anxiety. Yesterday I slept on and off with my sick baby girl until 3:30; mostly I just laid alone with my thoughts. I went to sleep for the night at 8:30 and slept until my youngest woke me up at 5. I finally got her back to sleep at 6 and slept until I had to get up to get my daughter ready for school at 7:20. I fell back asleep after I got eveyone off to school at around 8:30 but then my dad came over to spend the day with me and try to cheer me up. He came over at 9:30 and got me up to clean (he did most of it) and took me and my baby out for lunch. Now I am alone again. I can barely crack a smile. Today is my 10th wedding anniversary so I want to cheer up so I'm not such a drag for my husband. I finding it exceedingly difficult.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder