I like what was said in regards to the manic phase of socialization in comparison to to drop off of coming off that high. I think that my socialization was only effected by my own mind telling me that I had lost some sort of functioning in that area. The meds have just been reduced will see if that makes me any quicker, but overall I done concerning myself with this. I will talk when I feel it's necessary and not try to hard, but just convincing myself that I am normal and haven't lost anything. That's a huge mental block to get over. I guess I just have to build up my confidence again in social situations and do the best I can do.

Asked the doctor yesterday if it was a thing that happens to people after psychosis and he said "no." I am completely normal other than having bipolar and need to focus on getting my life back on track. Thanks for all the input it defiantly helped and now to continue my journey of recovery from this mess I fell into. Hope everyone is doing well.