You're not intruding, I'm actually glad you said something.

Several of my friends offline that have talked to me in the past several days are saying that I'm manic as hell. I called my doctor and she says I'm full blown manic. **** I hate this, I hate this so much! Like why... My psychiatrist said I don't need to go to the hospital but at my appointment tomorrow we're increasing my AP and adding a mood stabilizer. OMG. I feel fantastic but I'm not sleeping that's the only thing that bothers me because when I don't sleep I wind up in the hospital because I end up homicidal and psychotic... I'm already hearing voices they're telling me all kinds of off the wall ****. Even I know it's like way far out there... I still don't get why other people can't hear what I do but oh well!