Thank you for your support. It takes a lot of courage to try and point out to a manic person that they are manic because well when someone's manic they can be hostile lol so, I admire that. And enough people are telling me that I'm in trouble that I can't deny reality. I called one of my friends who has bipolar and she was like... "yeah you're manic all right..." She knows a lot more about bipolar than I do. I don't know as much about it as I'd like, I've read a lot about psychosis but not as much about mood disorder issues. If you or anyone around here has any good book recommendations or anything please let me know!