I don't see how anyone was telling you off. Someone pointed out that I seem very manic earlier this afternoon, and I welcomed the input because if I am not mentally well I want to know about it. When someone pointed out that you seemed manic you completely dismissed whoever it was and kept posting stuff that looked like you were trying to antagonize certain members. I don't know if that is what you were trying to do but that is how it looked on the outside.

Being manic is hard, trust me I know. I'm struggling to hold it together right now, but starting up drama isn't the way to get better. It's by being honest with your treatment team about what's going on even if you feel like you don't need help. Trust me, it is going to be damn difficult for me to tell my psychiatrist what's going on with me tomorrow even though she already knows because I called her today as I took the advice of several friends who know me well and that of Blue Bird's. But unless I am willing to say "hey something isn't right" even if I have a hard time seeing it then I don't have a chance in hell of getting better. In fact, I would likely just end up getting far worse and ending up in the hospital yet again.