Dear T (and MC),
I'm feeling really bad tonight after a doctor's appointment for my daughter. I feel like my concerns about the recommended treatment (now and before) make me a bad mother. I know you'll just say I'm trying to do what's best for my daughter, but sometimes I feel like someone else would do a better job as her mother. Someone without anxiety and OCD, who didn't worry about what effects certain chemicals unstudied by the FDA in kids <18 will have on her... (Note: this does not relate to vaccines, but to something else). I'm feeling really badly about myself. But I will do my best to stay safe. I don't want to contact and bother you. Especially because if I do, then you might think I need a day program or more to handle things. I hate that I don't see either of you till Tuesday though. It seems like a long way away... T, if I call or text you tomorrow, please don't be mad... (I'll leave you alone for now, MC...)