for me, i have experienced hallucinations that aren't necessarily related to my dissociative experiences that are actually terrifying. but at the same time, even those related to it also can be very scary at times. so, i am one who does take a medication so i can get through it or else it could be potentially dangerous for me. i think medication is a personal choice, and it depends on what is useful for each individual.

but it is my choice on what i take or when i take it...if i can actually remember to take it when it's needed for safety reasons...which sometimes does not happen because it is not remembered or seen as an option for whatever reason since everything goes on lock down.