i am sorry you feel that way. i used to feel like that too.
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. Remember how sometimes when we get all inside ourselves, our brains can tell us lies and it's so easy to believe. sabby

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so! you say YOUR MIND makes you!you said it yourself
damn that is amazing! i have just read about that mind stuff.....on a live journal. if you want i can give you a link..it reminds me of Kittie Bayron who made the work with her 4 questions:
it`s all about attachment to the thought-or as Sabau put it
our brains can tell us lies and it's so easy to believe.

but althought it seems like you don`t have any kind of control and you just happen to feel this way=-you can become aware that it IS in your hands...

here is her site-the 4 questiosn, in case you are interested:

http://www.thework.com/FourQuestions.asp