I tried to kill my self yesterday. Obviously i didnt die. To me it feels like im a failure. No one cares you know? I have no friends. My boyfriend rather **** me then help. I tried to od on my meds. He just wanted to **** me after i told him that. No concern. Nothing. I feel used and alone. So very alone. Al my suppose friends are to busy. Even as i wait hoping i get a text from them. Anyone. But i get nothing. Nothing at all.
Is it just me*
Or am my a illusion
Caught up in this confusion of reality
That one step this way can dictate how i feel today
Or one step that way can end and destroy bridges
I held dear to my soul
Causing the days go by
In this confusion
This mess
That even the unrest can not rest
Those trapped animals i see at the zoo
I feel like them
My soul so broken by the endless chatter
That not even god him self cant help matters
Or make them worse
With deep regret i shall curse
The only unbroken soul is the sun
The heat of its fearsome anger can not be over run
By false admires. Strangers or relationship changers.

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