Aparently my Psychiatrist left me a long message at my home on my phone, but I have yet to hear it. She did phone me about an hour or so ago here at my Boyfriends place and she told me since my Anxiety has been bad etc that maybe a meds change is likely not the best thing to do right now cause i'll just get more anxious over that. So she told me to go up to 45mg starting tonight, just to get myself stablized and then I'll go up from there.

Last nights attacks were so draining i'm feeling the affects of it today.... I still see her on Monday to figure stuff out, so hopefully it will be a good session.

Aparently 30mg of Remeron is only a theraputic dose, kinda like having 50mg of Zoloft... didn't know that until today.