Good morning!

There is an outbreak at my moms work and my mom is really sick. She finally caught it. For some reason I feel like she'll die but I'll ignore that thought...

6am, still dark and I walked to the gas station to get her ginger ale.

It was AMAZING like the perfect time with the moon and stars to match and I was hoping that it was morning (Cuz I'm sleeping a lot) and knew by looking at the angle of the suns reflexion on the moon. OCD didn't buy it until it got brighter and could also see the time on my phone cuz the Cogentin ruined my eye sight.

Amazing. I just love this alien world. Reminds me of when I was like 14 and I told my mom that I wanted to climb Mt Everest.

Every time I get my injection which was yesterday, the first day makes me feel like I'm in a dream and that it's not real it's weird.

I hope everyone's doing well eh?

Damn doped up schitzos..

Honestly I don't know how some can even have the motivation to post sometimes. I have to wait until a certain point where I'm not a vegetable.