Life has dealt me with a terrible financial loss due to my failure to act and I had blocked it out . Its a horrible picture in my mind of the damage . Its real and I'm so depressed over it that I don't think I should be here . It will impact my whole family . I have failed. I need to forgive my self I just don't know how . I am seeing a psych and I'm on some drugs to get me to sleep and calm down . The Amitriptyline is helping me some since ssri's drive me crazy . I am 4 weeks into this my head has cleared some and I'm trying to walk some. Does hypnosis work ?