Yep, I get you. That's true.
It is just hard to do everything at once, confront sarcastic people that "hit a nerve" with me and atst talk about things from my past when they don't want to hear it. This conflict is too much right now and I don't have the energy. When I was feeling better, I was able to talk to them, but right now I can't stand to be laughed at or told that I should "stop suffering and seeing the good side!" (which is what I was being told. But I just don't know what the heck should be the good side to [here I would to put the trigger symbols around my problems but I cannot remember how it worked and don't want to shock anyone] - let's just say it was really BAD.)
I know exaclty what these people touch in me, but I dislike them nevertheless. These guys go to therapy because they don't have close relaionships and complain about it, but when they are being rude and mean all the time, I can understand why they are lonely. ( in my honest and maybe unpopular opinion)