I'm sitting in my car working and ready to head into the chiropractor and I was just thinking that I'm tired of constantly worrying about not being able to pay my bills and working at a job I hate and just all the other nonsense that I have to deal with in a day. I know I should be grateful - i have a job - I have a job where I can sit in my car and work. I'm just so tired. I make sure that everyone else is taken care of but I'm just so tired. I need to take back my life but there's just no time.