I agree with Rohag. Along with depression comes low self-esteem. You are worthy as a human being. Have you sought professional help? There is help for depression and self-esteem issues. Being here on PC can help let you know that you are not alone and that there are others here to help boost you up when you are feeling down. I'm glad you are here and felt you could share with us. Just know that you are worth as much as anyone else but we are all human and have doubts at times. May you be lifted up.