- He came by again today and broke down completely. He says he can't eat nor sleep, and that he can hardly go to work anymore. I talked a little to him and made him some nerve tea and eat sth because I was concerned that he might walk in front of a car or do something horrible, and after a while sent him away. I am worried now, because I still blocked him and told him to go. He is seeing a therapist on monday and I hope he stays safe. It feels awful not to be able to help him and to "shut the door", as Curry put it. To love somebody can be so painful.