It seems like everyday there is some painful experience that really hurts. The pain leads to anger, painful thoughts that make things worse, physical pain and it makes it even harder to get well and feel better. This is really hampering my progress. I work at and go to the counselor to get better and then get really wounded by my family or my own temptations to food. I keep reminding myself that the food is probably the only thing I can control but I eat because of the pain. This is a terrible circle of pain.