Hugssss to you, Wants2Fly. We all in life want love and support. Unfortunately sometimes our family can't give it to us. You have such incredible giftings inside you and I know that as you reach out, more and more people will begin to attach themselves to you and befriend you. Its so hard to wait with the pain, but the pain is not a negative reflection of you. Its a negative reflection of the world we live in. You are the bright spot in allot of people's lives. Feel free to message me anytime.