Welcome to the club man, I, myself, have similar issues only mine seem to be more extreme. What you're describing seems like covert narcissism which is what I have (not that there is anything wrong with it HAHA )

The fact of the matter is that the vast majority of humanity is little more than stupid monkeys compared to us. It is human nature to shun that in which you cannot possibly comprehend which is what most people do to us because their peanut sized brains are little more evolved than the chimpanzees that we evolved from.

All you can do in life is make the best of the hand that you were dealt in life. People are so quick to judge those with PDs be it NPD, ASPD, psychopathy, ect, yet they seem to forget how these personalities were made: by being deprived of a healthy childhood.

Oh and if you think that your score of 22 on the narcissistic personality inventory was bad, try being me and getting a 34 lol. Rest assured, you're in good hands and are not alone

P.S welcome to the dark side of PC! We have all of the cookies, the blackest coffee, and all of the most awesome people including ME!