Hello Aracela: Yes, I understand something of this. For me, it's not that I prevaricate, but throughout my life, I have just done one stupid and / or embarrassing or hurtful thing after another. I sincerely believe that anyone who really knew me would not want to have anything to do with me. So I save them the trouble. I have made the conscious decision to simply keep to myself. I avoid all social contact to the greatest extent possible. I often say it is my gift to the world. I just want to be forgotten by everyone... 
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