<font color="#000088">I'm sorry you're feeling so lonely. I can relate to that. I haven't been in a intimate relationship since March 31st, 2004. That was the day my ex-fiance tried to kill me, and got arrested, and the relationship was officially over, for good! I think I've been afraid to enter into another relationship since then, because of what had happened with that last one. It had been a 4 year relationship, and ended in 1 day! I know you had a bad experience as well with a relationship to. It makes it difficult to trust another Man again, after going through what we did! But I think that the idea of having that good circle of friends around you, could really help with the loneliness. I know it won't replace an intimate relationship, but at least you would have the support of people that really care about you, that aren't going to hurt you. And you can PM or E-mail me anytime if you need someone to talk to. I know how the loneliness feels, and what a dark feeling it can bring you! So just know that I will always be here for you! </font>