Bad, bad few weeks. Anxiety through the roof. Family may be forcing me to move to a place I feel less secure. Would be forced to go through Mom's stuff at their pace....just going through it and getting rid of it at all is a big deal. Family meeting Sunday. Not sure what family wants now.

I've told T...that this may go bad real quick.
I don't have a psychiatrist...am scared of getting admitted if I lose it.
Just a bunch of bad things happening one after the other and I don't have the money or power to do things in my own way.