T, I am ashamed of myself. I lied to you yesterday. When you asked me what I was feeling, I stared out the window and said "I don't know" but of course I knew. I was feeling love for you and so grateful to you. It's not so much that I was afraid of saying it, I wasn't and I'm not, I've said it before, I think what I was afraid of, is with Anger and Persecutor being "in the room" with us, they would have lambasted me for admitting it and I didn't want to deal with that. I probably should, though. Thanks for letting me drum. I do love you, you know.