thx everyone.

It has been a few days and I have mixed feelings about this. He continues to deny, deny, deny and now I have some doubt and wonder if the whole thing was in my head. Could I have been seeing things or misinterpreted what I thought was fact? Could I have sabotaged this like I have so much else in my life before a greater commitment was made?

But it doesn't matter I suppose whether my conclusions are true. I would have continued to wonder, continued to look for or read into irregularities. I would have eventually blown up again. My relationship was doomed - whether it be actual actions on his part or lack of trust on mine.

The doubt regarding these particular events remains in my mind. I honestly believe he bahaved badly. Maybe it was legit and not flirting. But I am firm in my belief the line was crossed in some shape or form.

The breakup is done. It is over. Nasty things were said.