<font color="#000088">Thanks Rapunzel! You have been a great support to me, and I really appreciate that. I want you to know that, and I hope you realize that you are a good person, and I'm not trying to just depend on this one persons support alone. Because I know that there are many others here that have been very supportive of me, and shown that they do care, and I appreciate them as well. I just feel that this particular individual that I do care for deeply, and I am there for whenever this person is in need of support because I really do care, but I can't help but feel that I must have done something to push this person away, or something, to where they stopped giving me any type of support back, when they used to. And I can't figure out what I did. I want to know, because I care about this individual, and if I did say something wrong, without even realizing it, I want the chance to let that person know it was not intentional, and that I do care about them, and wish the best for them, and that I didn't mean to do anything, if I did! You know what I mean? So it's not that I'm relying on their support alone to get by, but wanting the chance to be able to apoligize if I hurt them in any way, but how would I know, if nothing is being said. I'm stuck not knowing what happened, and thinking that I must just be a bad person or something, because I can't figure out what I could have said or done. And I've really thought hard about it. It's hard to lose someone you care about, especially if you have no idea why! But I won't forget the many that are still here for me and supporting me through these hard times, I treasure each and every one of the people here that have been there for me, and care about them very much, including you. But don't be hard on yourself for not being able to say that you've made it an entire day, just the fact that you are making an effort is all that counts. It's really not easy to go 7 years without,it's probably one of the hardest things I've been battleing with over the years. It's very,very difficult to stop cutting! Even harder to keep from doing it again! Pat yourself on the back, just for making it through another day alive!
Your Friend!
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