I've been up for 24 hours atm

I bought some cider and it is not good with my meds. Two is enough. I'm glad that alcohol sucks for me with the Abilify so I won't buy anymore. Just a bit more relaxed is ok for me.

I'll ask my friend for benzos. I'd rather not take anymore opiates. I don't want to go down that road just not know and lock up the benzos so I don't take 90 again and become almost comatose.. Like wow..

Coke made me focused and took away paranoia like Concerta. Crack annoyed me cuz is expensive and gives no change in altering my mind and if it did, it would be for 5 minutes. Methylphenidate is preferred because it lasts much longer and is basically the same thing.

I have a MASSIVE tolerance to stimulants. Very powerful stimulants and must be treated respectfully.

*Sleeps..*