Today I finally see my psydoc. It resulted that he believed I had stopped my medicine and that's why I was anxious. He treated me well, if very blunt. I feel fine know and didn't have an anxiety attack. He receted me ativan 1mg in the nights. I hope they work. Two days free and I feel a little drowsy, but good. Managed to calm down a lot in the bus. Love you all ant thank you for your support.