I just found out this week that my department will most likely downsize. I'm completely freaking out. I probably will find out this next week. Stress triggered the psychosis a few weeks ago, and this is ten times worse. I'm not up to a therapeutic dose on Geodon and I'm freaking out that this will trigger it again. I just don't know what to do? I'm praying that I'm going to still have a job, but I also don't want others to lose there job. I'm stuck in the middle on my feelings. I feel hopeless right now.