Yeah, that's it, like I simply understand how it works, but don't really care for it. I understand what empathy is, but mine feels like it's toned-down or something, or only half-activated or something. It's only there sometimes and doesn't function fully when it is. And then being autistic I can't express it when it is there, so I might as well be a total monster anyways because people already think I am one because I can never express it when I do feel something.