Yes, this is embarrassing. Well, I'm 23 years old and female, and I have a very high sex drive..I may also be addicted to pornography because of this. I have a fiance, so I never go out and do anything, but when I get this way, I get depressed because it's ALL day, pretty much When I do get depressed, I become suicidal and self harm. I also suffer with BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder, OCD) and I like to look at pornography and compare myself to it. Not only that, I get very obsessive with it. I can't say how much time I've wasted on it.
These urges and things can get painful, and I don't really know how to cope . I'm on medication, but it doesn't seem to be doing the trick.
I know there's nothing wrong with having a healthy drive and all, but this is getting bad.
Has anyone else gone through something along these lines?
Please don't judge me on this.