I need to learn to verbalise "don't touch me!" *sigh*. He was making me look him in the eyes. Like, physically moving my jaw to make me face him- I thought he was leaning in --- thats not right, is it? Even for a kind person?

I gave in .... can't breathe now, but at least my heads stopped spinning, and i have a box of my favourite cookies too, to see me through the night guarding the door. The old ways are still the best