Hi, sorry you're struggling so much. In response to your enquirer about ECT, it is a serious treatment and should be treated with respect, but I do know a few people who say they benefited a lot from it. At one time it was suggested by a locum and I hoped I would be able to try it, but my psychiatrist says it's not suitable for me with my particular issues, though he does use it for some people.

Good luck with your future decisions and treatment. ❤️