ive been on a lot of meds during my life and once my depression kicked in all of my meds stopped working and now i cant find a med that works. well at least a legal med that works. i just want to have a chance to feel normal again without having to break the law or things even worse. i know ive done bad things and that my past may be the reason for this but how can i feel good if everything tells me to feel bad and no one seems to be able to help. all they say is take these meds or talk to your doctor or talk to a therapist. the meds dont work and no one seems to want to listen.