yes Blush, I'm going to say something is wrong - not with you - with what is going on. You need to address this before it gets worse. See a professional. They can offer you several different options and treatment - which may include a change/addition of medication plan.

My recommendation is to find a psychiatrist. Some can provide counselling and therapy in addition to prescribing meds (which a Therapist can't). If you can't immediately get in to see one of them see your regular family doctor in the interim.