I have not read any of the books or anything on death. I have been told by doctors twice in a 6 year period, I should have been dead, it is not possible that you could walk into the emergency room. Well, I am still here to prove it......

I do not fear death and at times, I would welcome it. When you are a prisoner in your own body that does not work right anymore. It is a way of life I am really starting to detest and I am looking forward to my release. I also do not believe in God. If there was one, why am trapped in my house?? I am going to sign DNR papers with my doctor next month, so they can follow my wishes. I have had enough operations and just do not want to go through any more...

I don`t know if this will help you any, it is just my feelings on the matter and I do not fear death at all.