Hello ProudlyPersevering: Yes, I often feel this way as well. One of my favorite self-deprecating phases is: "Everything I touch turns to s**t in my hands." It is very difficult. I send you warm wishes in hopes that you will be able to find the inner strength to continue to proudls persevere... 
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)
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