I AM SICK OF THIS **** LIFE!!!!!!!! I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!!!! AND WHAT THE HELL IS PREMO!!!!!!!!! A PREPPY EMO??????????? HOW THE **** DO YOU GET THAT!!!!!!!! YOU CAN BE PREPPY AND EMO IT JUST DONT WORK!!!!! AND WHO THE **** SAID THAT I CANT BE A CHRISTIAN AND EMO AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT MY RELIGION ANY MORE!!!!!!!! AND WHAT THE HECK IS A STUPID IDIOT WHO ASKED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM IN EXCHANGE FOR CIGARETTES DOING ASKING ME TO BREAK UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND FOR!!!!!! I AM FRUSTRATED AND HURT!!!!!! MY HANDS ARE BLEEDING AND SO ARE MY WRISTS!!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT... I DONT CARE!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA LOOK AT MILLY SHE IS SO PREMO BECAUSE SHE CUTS HURTSELF BECAUSE SHE CANT DEAL WITH ANYTHING!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NOW THAT I ADMIT I CANT DEAL WITH LIFE????????? HAPPY???????? COME ON DAMN IT GIVE ME AN ANSWER!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE I SEE**** WHICH AINT THERE AND COMPLETELY FREAK OUT...JUST BECAUSE I CAN BE HAPPY SOMETIMES BUT THEN CUT MYSELF CAUSE I CANT STAND THE WORLD DOES THAT MAKE ME PREMO??????????? WHY CANT YOU JUST ALL LEAVE ME ALONE TO DIE?????????? I GET TORMENTED EVERY SINGLE DAY AND I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!! I AM NOT EMO!!!!! I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!! IT IS TOO PAINFUL!!!

LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE

MY SOUL AINT WORTH SAVING
AND IT AINT WORTH THE EFFORT

Milly