I bet there are people near you that would like to be your friend . Since you are female your support by other females is wide open . I have always noticed girls come running to support other girls in time of need , Guys are expected to go it alone , Put yourself out there and I'm sure you can find a circle to fit into for coffee , tea or hot chocolate to help each other from the worlds pressures . Everyone needs someone to lean on . Take care and lean against someone who needs help talking too.