Yes. I then didn't answer her email respons to me. The next session she told me that she got the feeling I was a little bit angry by her (lack of) respons. I can't exactly remember what we talked about. But as a result I don't contact her in ''crisises'' anymore. I don't contact anyone.

With previous T's it has happen also a few times. But I didn't trusted those T's and after such a thing happened, I saw no reason why I would even tell them anything.

It's probably better to talk to your T about this. Even though I often know what's the best thing to do, I usually choose to just stay quiet.