2004 diagnosed, medicated, tests, hospitals etc.

2005 first locked ward. Started dissociating, extreme anxiety, nightmares, flashbacks etc

2008 bad accident that left me unable to breathe correctly and with chronic pain and unable to go bavk to that line of work

2008-2010 many hospital admissions including locked wards , med change etc

2010-2014 stable

2014 suicidal pmdd symptoms, mirena, long mixed episode, hospital admissions, a lot of pain. Dissociating and high anxiety

2015 mirena out, accident pain finally treated ( was missed and told it was ib ny head) can breathe again for the first time in years.

Starting to come back from long term seeminly constant dissociation. Confused.

Therr is more but this is brief.

Insight?