Hi Newtus,

I feel your pain, gal. Some of my symptoms are popping up too. Usually it is just unipolar depression. SI's and other thoughts. You know what's remarkable to me is that with all these negative symptoms and feelings, what's remarkable to me is that we feel anything at all... It's a gift and curse but with the turbid, turbulent ocean of **** we live in, it makes those sweetest moments ever greater.