My pdoc said just go here at this time when I was requesting trauma therapy. Ultimately it felt like a brush off.

So Steven went, and we saw where it would make sense if we were singular oriented like BPD was. Everyone there was borderline. I decided to go the 2nd time because Steven wasn't going back, and all I managed was going into a dissociative trance and DR that lasted a few hours. I quit going, too much talking that I'm not going to remember.

I hope you better luck.